Waiting YOu

I just movement back,  
just now to go running and gyming with a few friends ^^

I was long time didn't exercise already..
I feel very tired now..~~

I do not know why that I  very dissatisfied with own body,
 I want to be thin... @@" Crazy

So every time I have less to eat，
always do exercise to lose weight... :3

But do not know why my leg is not lean ><  
Sometimes will be very envious of others...

Haizzz...... 
I'm afraid that my boy will hold anything against me :3

Today I heard the bad news is that this June he will not come back. :-(

Thought when the summer vacation I think he would come back a few months,  
but he has to work so only to come back for one week,
OMG....I asked myself why only a few days???? 
ok..It's okey!
 And is better than no chance to meet..
Today,He told me... 
the ticket are too expensive so do not come back~ 
TT"
NO WAY....
Because not early to buy it...

Also I knew he did not want like tis... 
The plane tickets are too expensive ,  
so back the plan will be canceled..huhu ~  
When I heard this news,I have a little sad...
 I thought he will be back this time,
so I have prepared a lot.. 
Unfortunately, all is not. 
I am very disappointed, 
because I expect too much,But I cant do anything too...

In fact, come back a week is have a bit of a waste of ticket money.. 
So I'll be patient, at least we also can skype~ 
Now I realized the problem of distance, 

the Cold War,  

lonely,  

perfunctory, 

no more topics,  

worry,

missing, 

suspected and so on........@@" 
Sometimes it is really will made me crazy... ><"  
But he said must to be mature.. 
Therefore, I accept ~  
In fact, I am very hard, 
if I had not insisted,I've been thinking more already....
 I hope he in there for a peace,olso very happy...

I can wait, but in between I'll wait, 
we must keep our promises, 
if not the feelings will disappear....
 Now I'm in front of the computer and waiting you online...
please faster...!! :-)

Because I Really Miss You So Much........ ......!!!!!!